First posts are the hardest ones to write. As I found out it’s hard to stick going to the gym, sticking to a regular writing regimen is even harder for me as it pushes me out of my comfort zone. And I’m not even mentioning the fear of embarrassment and feeling like an impostor.

English is not my native tongue, what if I make mistakes? Everyone seems to be smarter than me, how I’m going to catch up? Duh, it’s hopeless.

But it’s ok, I know I’m a phony and it’s ok. As long as it pushes you forward and you don’t crawl into your bed with despair, sometimes it’s ok to feel like a fraud. It doesn’t kill you, it makes you resilient.

Now I’ll leave you with one of the greatest scenes ever in cinematography.

The Truman Show ending

- You want another slice?
- No, I’m OK.
- What else is on?
- Yeah, let’s see what else is on.
- Where’s the TV guide?